Something is missing?

工作的时间过得很充实，没多少发呆瞌睡的机会，微量的人事问题，半年不到受训量已接近之前的总和，机会也不能说没有；照理说已经很靠近我要求的环境，可是我没特别开心的感觉。

是我看不清自己的要求，还是不自觉间我把门柱移了？

缺席答案

It's been years I tried not to think about this, but probably it's time that I should face it - why I am here.

Is life suppose to be a journey? And what purposes the journey for? Or purposes are merely artificial reasons we human apply on our life, so to different ourselves from other life being?

I've learned that nothing in this world lasts nor persists, but does that matters? Relationships come and go, so does people that matters or doesn't matters. None of them last; and why should they last at the first place? Furthermore, matters or not, that's purely subjective.

There are noble people who helps the weaker, there are wise one who taught others what they believe is truth. There are even more lost souls, who seeks vengeance and believe so blindly that's their life purpose.

I do not really expect I will find the answer, nor would I will take a so called reason and pretend it's the answer. I have understood that since long ago, that that just doesn't works. Not for me.